shall not say much abt today for there's nthg much to say..

morning wake up socld nephew until he cry... who ask him so attiude nowadays... someone have to get him rite... or else grow up become like me...

afternoon... had kfc.. met joshua in ntuc.. called him nigel.. shit... long time no c.... haha... shoulb be talking to him more often...

nite... watchin tv... harry portal?? heee... lol...

now talking to yu xin abt nbs bash... my future sch le... it;s on 11 may at momo.... wan to go... but no one pei me... sian la... shall ask jona, dom and darren abt it...

i jus don understand y pple think i m those tt go clubbing.. sian la... i nv go b4 lo.. nv in my life...

nvm... once i go uni, me will change.. one more yr.... cheer up man.. u can do it... u have done it for the past one yr...!!!

"ren" is the word... there is a lot in my heart... but i shall "ren"...  come on man... one more yr and a new world will open for you... for now, take ur time to relax and pursue my own stuff.... accounting notes are still downstairs waiting for you.. lol....

sick and tired of doing stuff...

i wan to slack...

lol..

did i tell u i moved office liao...

to a place where my personal space is cut....

sob sob...

at least no one disturb me... tt frequent la...

this afternoon... jus don wan to do anything... plain lazy...

this morning? busy moving our stuff to another office...

actually my nice place is pretty shiok...

with internet access and scv... hee hee... news only...

but the rain spoiled my mood when i come on...

i deserve better...

not bcos i m good...

but i believe life should be spend more happy...

:)

wat m i trying to say?

at least for tml, it is mainly abt me, for me and only me... with exception to the tuition la...

tml? love myself...

feel lazy today... :)

jus saw a PAP lorry broadcasting their campaign stuff...

one word... sian...

it's not i don care abt politics...

but u know who will win in the end...

steve chia, don be a stupid idiot saying u may quit spore politics if u lose again... we wont blame u if u lose... for the opposition is diorganized...

if i wan to join the politics to help pple next time, i will defintiely join the stronger party...

not tt i wan easy victory...

it jus tt y fight when u sure focus ur time on helping the nation instead....

rite?

look at thailand.. crap now... fight lo... wish that ur economy suffer worse than ur politics...

but then, i m not so happy with PAP... personal feeling abt them la... the new leaders doesnt seems to attract me... lky, after the interview with the youngsters, doesnt seems to be as good as wat i tot...

but still, like i say, join the stronger party and fight for the country instead...

today?? house mover again... as usual... back pain has relieved a lot... mb bcos of the moving of stuff....

had a short talk with vincent... abt girls complaining abt guys not having enough time with girls during NS... in simple, girls will nv know how we feel... like wat vincent say, go carry gun and spend ur 2 yrs in here...

time seems short...

for i have not used it nicely recently...

jia you ren de... life is a fresh one... for u enter another age grp.. the twenties!!! :)

love myself and treat myself better... i deserve better....

now surfing net in office during lunch break... rencently no mood to blog for i m tired... been sleeping v early recently... die le... no life... go home equals to sleep... how!!! nvm... long weekend coming... and my fireworks coming soon too... anyone interested?? girls shouldnt be interested for they are having exam now... as for the guys??? shall ask jonathan, darren, saurav, dom, zhe yuan, aakash ltr... nowadays we jus mass spam each other's email account... talk a lot of crap man... esp today... idiot saurav.... he should be gg home now.... as for me... free and easy... cos too many stuff to do... shall not stress myself out... tired... result of many days of house moving job... shall have to sleep more so that my back can rest man.... as for now... mood seems better... ermz... jus wan to go home la... hate my next 8 months... lol...

wat did i do??

didnt go esplanade as planned... again...

went Ivins at bukit timah to eat to CELEBRATE the leaving of one bosss... hee hee..

become a house mover for whole of yday...

a monkey climbing in the storeroom...

tired... sleeping v early recently... a sympton of my negativity still ard me...

today? mb gg for mtg... but will sure go for syf band competition should saurav and kat is available.... the com is one annual event most tk pple will gather... although i hate tk band la.. but it is one event which attracts us naturally...

next next monday is labour day... anyone keen on fireworks?? haha.. missed last yr;s cos i had no mood to go... for this yr, got pple or no pple pple to pei, i sure go...

didnt go esplande today...

went eat coast instead..

realised i lost a lot of things for the short stay in east coast... voluntarily or sub-consciously...

watever it is... i will not sacrifice and lost another part of me anymore...

 shall interpret all these tml... me tired...

any read thorugh all... not true for all... but quite true for most...

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Dating Purity Score: 85%

You are an innocent dater. You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship. Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

You Should Weigh 171

If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight. If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give and take equally in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You don't really value honesty. You do value getting your way, no matter what. And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem. A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!) Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount. You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take. Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need. But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You value humility a fair amount. You tend to be an easy going, humble person. But occasionally your ego takes over. You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best. Tolerance: You value tolerance a fair amount. You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas. You have very few prejudices that you're aware of. And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.

Your Birthdate: February 11

Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm. Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche. Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done. Your strength: Your inner peace Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds Your power color: Emerald Your power symbol: Leaf Your power month: November

now i know why recently i blog less and is less happy...

cos i m feeling negative and down...

over wat?

cos my life is dull... v dull... not active at all..

shall go esplanade tml... enjoy the night view along singapore river... haha...

but still for now, i m down...

thanks leslie for noticing my mood...

:)

realised that i don really blog recently...

mb cos i m busy...? nah!

mb cos i m lazy...? mb...

but i guess i m thinking...

thinking abt a lot of stuff...

which i m not gg to say here in detail...

ranges from personal character to my future...

personal character? sick and tired of my current character... a fake one... shall try to change to my real inner self...

future...?? no pt sticking to the past... we live in the present... when one road is closed, time to move on to another road... sacrifices have to be made from time to time.. it is onle whether u wan to make the sacrifice and commitment to the road u take... when you hesitate on the road u r taking now, all u wasting is ur time... in order to move from my current road to another road, i m willing to sacrifice and commit to it... this is one of the few time i m so firm on the path i take... for i see no point sticking to my current gear on a road i feel tired of...

sounds like driving?? ya... cos i don like slow driving pace... and i prefer a straight smooth road.. but often we are given a congested road.... time to move to a congested road...

in simple, no more mr nice me in my mr nice me confort zone... :)

i m not young anymore... in few yrs time i need to take care of my own family... if i m still like tt for the next few years, my family is bound to suffer... change is the word for me...

jus came back from lunch with kat... ate simple stuff today... then went for some window shopping.... didnt buy anything la...

realise wat i wan in my "want" list.... new jeans... hee hee...

back for a while.. for i m still to early for another date... haha... ltr gg airport for dinner with class-ic... v v long nv go airport liao... haha... got one yr liao???

to my friend who sms me yday... pls go and study la... i m not impt... pls focus on ur exam...

same for the other pple... study hard man...

mei lin... thanks for the e-card... love it...

guys.. normal guys, a few more months left... jia you bah... abnormal guys... jia you too... next yr coming soon... sian... y im i abnormal?? hai...